vrijdag 15 juli 2011

Go run run run, I am just staying here watch you disappear

Hey guys!

I've got this long summer holiday :)! So happy. But I really have nothing to do. Exept of hanging with friends it's pretty boring so I thought let's search a job :)! So I went to this clothingshop called Vero Moda and asked them if they need some help during the holidays. They got my number. And after 2 days I was sick of waiting and I called them myself. They gave me an appointment for Tuesday morning and after that (HOPEFULLY) I can start working there. I love the shop. So I hope it goes well!

I've bought 2 new blushes and 1 blusher brush. 1 new top, new earrings a new necklace and ring. A new bag and a new maxidress. Pictures of everything will come soon. Including outfitpictures with them :).

Skyscraper the song is amazing and so inspiring. So is the video clip. So emotional I cry everytime I see it. To see which stars congratiolated her check out Demis twitter @ddlovato.
Here it is.

You might know that Demi Lovato and the Jobro's we're quite close. But after Jemi breakup they haven't been talking. This is why I wanted to take Nick Jonas in special commenting on Skyscraper.

So sweet, I always have knewn Nick
would stay by Demis side.
But this is it. xxx Zenn

zaterdag 9 juli 2011


''Try to tear me down and I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper, baby I'm a skyscraper''

This is a lyric from my rolemodel and amazing artist called Demetria Lovato her new single called: Skyscraper.
It's premiere is on 14 july on Ryan Seacrest :)! Here is the single cover, she looks amazing right?

This has been such a hectic week for me! First 2 days Monday and Tuesday I was really sick and had a fever. And I hated it soooooo much because it wasn’t a really good timing. It was my last week with my recent class and I really didn’t wanted to miss it. So Wednesday I went to school again we did a workshop at FOAM. I really liked the museum so artistic but than the workshop! HORRIBLE! I swear to god the cameras we got were 2 megapixels?! I could better bring my own CANON POWERSHOT. Wednesday afternoon me and my friend Quinty went to the city and got piercings… fake ones! Hahaha if they were real my mother would’ve killed me. Naah she wouldn’t have done that! But after that Quinty came over and we got ready because that night we went out eating with the class. So much fun! After we ate at Sizzling Wok we played at the KFC playground ghehe. Okay Thursday we went to Beeld&Geluid this wasn’t so much fun because I was feeling really bad again. So after that I went home took a Advil and went to sleep. Friday I woke up a bit better and I went to WALIBI with school yeah J and now I am sitting here. It was so much fun and I am just really bored right now..lol. So here are the pictures.
This is the outfit I was wearing the day we went out..eating ;)

Love, Zenn

zondag 3 juli 2011

Fever and illness.

Hi guys I am super sick and my troath hurts alot.
So I thought here is my number 1 tip for a bad troath:
1 spoon of pure honey!

dinsdag 28 juni 2011



no posts yet but...that will come

zaterdag 25 juni 2011

Hello there, falsies.

Today was my mothers birthday YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
She turned 36 years! I am really happy with her as my mother
and I really appriciate her. For fun I wore false eyelashes today haha.
They look so weird. I'm going to show you guys some pictures.
On 7 o'clock we had a wedding 'after' party of my mothers friend. That was fun too.
I am really looking forward to the summer. I'm going to try to post a OOTD picture EVERY single day.
Yeah ..every day!

here are the pictures.
loveeee, xx

zondag 19 juni 2011

Hey you! You're beautiful..fuck the skinny bitches :)!

Hey everyone.
Haha, you're probably wondering what's that title about! Well I am pretty sick of everything going about being thin..It's even hypnotizing ME! Och! I am so sorry for my lack of good posts lately. So I wanted to give you a good and a little bigger post. I am going to talk about my school, issues, clothes, free time, celebrities and holidays
School is going good: wow that’s such a surprise isn’t it hahaha! No, but I had the highest grades in Chemistry and Science. Yaaaay me J! I have to say I am pretty proud of it. But I don’t like to be in the centre of attention when I am not feeling well…I will tell you more about this..anyways. I have 2 weeks of ‘’real’’ school left and after that we have 1 week for ‘’fun’’ things to do. With ‘’fun’’ they mean: ThingsThatTeachersLoveToDoInTheirFreeTimeButTheStudentsHateTheMost. Yeah, so not that fun ;)! Except of the last day…FRIDAY J! WE’RE GOING TO WALIBI WOOOHOEE! So my friend and I did a webshow thing which got blown up. But we’re going to film it anyway. The best moments, the funniest and obviously THE GOLIATH. Hahah can’t wait!
Now my issues. I really don’t want to worry you guys but I just wanted to let you guys know I am not happy with myself at this moment. It’s just everything. I really tend to get insecure because of my skin and weight. I don’t know. I don’t have any fat…I know that! But the scale tells me something else. Now I know muscles weigh more than fat but I just don’t like it!? Am I weird now? I really want to do a real weigh thing-ie so I can get to know what my fat percentage and muscle percentage is…That would calm me down. I literally stopped eating snacks. But just so you guys know, I am really strong..mentally nothing’s going to happen so don’t worry I just wanted to let you guys know!

I’ve bout a few cute new things lately a flowery/lace, a blue color-blocking belt and a white/blue striped dress with a hotpink little belt in the waist…I bought these things from the Bershka. I also bought a black cute dress and black leggings with suede on the upper leg and knee part and a old dusty pink singlet. I’ll take some pictures ;). I also bought a white tanktop with a chain on the front from ONLY. I’ve already worn this and made a outfit picture of it so here the picture is:
In my free time I started a drawing. I really just started..It’s not that good yet. The idea lies behind: You’re beautiful. It’s about a little fat and ‘’ugly’’ looking palm tree which is surrounded by pretty big and beautiful ones. It’s kind of like the society of this world. A ordinary girl who sees all these models and skinny persons and feels insecure..I’ll show you guys when it’s done.
I absolutely love Demi Lovato and I am so proud to say she is my role-model! She has the most amazing voice and her personality is great! She stands up against bad things like bullying and stuff. She has been through a lot and I love her for being a great role-model to look up to!
AAAAAAAAH I can’t wait till my holidays! I’m going to party, shop, watch movies, sport and everything! Me and my friend also had this awesome idea of wearing white maxi-dresses and just buy some paint and splash it onto each others dress! How cool is that!!! The week of 26 July I am visiting my cousins in Manchaster..I love them J. My family from London is also coming over..that’s going to be so much fun! I am going to save some money to go wild in shopping there ..The shopping is great in the UK J! The rest of the holidays (August – September) I need to fast for my religion. I am used to it now so it’s really no big deal. I actually like doing it and I miss it when that month is over. It’s special to me and I really care about my relief.

Now this was a big post huh J!
Here are some inspiration pictures, just to make you guys happy hahaha!
Love you all, Zenn

maandag 13 juni 2011


Och you guys...
I've got NO inspiration lately...and it sucks!
I'm sure I know the reason of it..the weather.
It changes every day..from sunny to rainy to thunder.
I can't handle it anymore so I just grab something out of the cupboard.
I hope it'll change in a few days...

donderdag 2 juni 2011


Hi you guys!
I washed my hair again this morning and it felt PERFECTLY it was just great no mousse nothing!
I went on the highway in the car with my mother ALL windows open...and my hair looks like shit now..
Here it is...:


Ohmyfuck, Edward's hot..

woensdag 1 juni 2011

Volleyball in the city. (de dam)

Hi guys!
I hate it ! My stupid knee! Because of that I couldn't join my classmates during this volleyball thingie today.
So I made some pictures :D. Here they are, I also put some new buys and some pictures with friends in it!.

xxxxx Zenn

vrijdag 27 mei 2011


Hi guys :D!
Today is the day me and many other Lovatics have been waiting for A WHILE !
Sorry let go of my self up there heheh :P
So she tweeted about her single being released SOONER than we will expect.
I wanna hear this girl sing again...the last time was October 2010
Jelena :).
I was kind of horrified when I first found out about 'JELENA'.
Justin Bieber & Selena Gomez. You know I support Selena I really do. So I'll support them
And I have to admit they DO look cute together here is a picture of them on Maui Beach.

And ofcourse I needed to treat myself AND MY SWEET BLOGWATCHERS!!!!! with some searches on twilight, inspiring and glee pictures.
Here they are.

Much Much Much
Love Love Love

woensdag 25 mei 2011

Auch :(

Hi guys,
you are might wondering why I'm posting now..when I'm supposed to be on school. I'll tell you the story.
I was sitting there in my mothers room with my blackberry playing this game called Copter. Suddenly I heard that my favourite song was on downstairs so I immediatly stood up and BAMM AUUUCHHHHH I stood on something I thought it was just outer but I pulled my foot up en there's this hole in my foot. I stood with my fully weight (59 kg!!!!!!!! I need to loose some weight hahaah, summer's coming up!) on a pin/nail/screw thingie. Now i can not walk..and I also can't do my fysio exercises! It sucks!!!!!!!!!!
Here are some inspiration pic's ;) !

LOL this is so funny .. my Ninja name is : Zikutokazu ;) What's yous?

Much Love, Zenn

zaterdag 21 mei 2011

Bye, bye bird

Hey you guys,
Ugh I really don't post that much anymore :(..
But no complaining :).
I really don't believe the world is going to end today but I did cry about it.
I'm claustrofobic so yesterday I didn't dare to close 1 eye. Dying while sleeping would be hell I guess.
I do believe de world is going to end ONE day...but only God knows when! But I did cry..I was like I didn't even had a chance to finish my VWO :'( lol I'm such a drama queen. Well that makes me me.

I went shopping yesterday for clothes and today for some beauty things. Here are the pictures.
Hope you like x